I have so much to say about the situation in Israel, but I feel suffocated from having argued about everything with everyone off and online since October the 7th. No one wants to listen to me and the few that do can not digest what I"m saying. I have a meltdown every day and I am barely functioning. Everyone else are in insecure atavistic or similar mode. I am so angry and I haven't felt so alone in my life. complex thoughts or feelings are definitely NOT WELCOME HERE right now

🦥 aRubes

2023-11-01 · 3 years ago · ❤ 2

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🐐 drh3xx · 2023-11-02 at 13:11:

Sorry to hear you're struggling at the moment. Hope things improve for you soon. Not in a great place mentally myself at the moment; it sucks for sure.

🦥 aRubes [OP] · 2023-11-04 at 16:53:

Thank you @anisotropus

RE: number 1: I am there in almost every possible sense of the word. That is why I am devestated.

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