2026-02-03

I was dizzy again which sucks. It was pretty unpleasant in its own right, but a psychological blow because it means I am not somehow magically "cured".

It was right after a dentist visit and also I had been doing some computing with the wrong glasses on. IDK if these things are related, just logging data for when I am next looking back over trying to figure out what causes it.

Other than that, I am doing really well at work (imo) and riding high on my ability to plan, direct folks and execute some stuff myself, but in general my ability to follow through on specific tasks isn't great at the moment.

It feels like there's an invisible force stopping me from just starting some work -- I know what the work needs, I put it on a to-do, and instead of opening a terminal and getting it done I ... just check Slack one more time, look at my notifications, reply to some comments on a doc from a few days ago. Somehow anything except get the PRs reviewed that I must review or issues raised that I must raise.

Brains: both physically and figurative stupid things that let us down.